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    Zanka wasn't with Jabber to think, to show even the slightest modicum of rationality. He had known that getting involved with the toxin-crazed masochist maniac was a dumbfuck idea from the start and still went to see him again and again.

    To get stronger.

    Because nobody challenged him the way Jabber did. And then things went out of hand and they just kept going, tumbling down the abyss of insanity and violence so deeply embedded in his bones he could not separate it from his flesh without a thought to consider the consequences.

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    "GREAT! Just great! As if this could GET any better!" Zanka bites out, seething. Of course he's stuck here, injured, in a damp, dirty cell, and of course he's stuck here with fucking Jabber of all people.

    Jabber whistles appreciatively, "Man, you're in a mood today. Wake up on the wrong side of the bed?" and cackles at his own joke. Zanka's gonna strangle him. He's gonna rip out those bars with his bare hands and use them to beat Jabber to death.

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    Zanka is taken by some people who want to study givers. Jabber is there too. This somehow makes everything both better and so much worse.

     

    Disclaimer: do NOT feed my work into generative AI or I will fucking GET you.

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    28 May 2026

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    The bathroom is anything but silent with his music still playing and the water still going, but it’s like Zanka has gone deaf with how quiet his head is. There’s only one thing on his mind.

    It should be him. It will be him. Zanka has worked too hard, gone too far, for Jabber to put another barrier between them. Zanka can accept that he’s smarter than him. Stronger than him. Better than him. But he won’t accept him acting like they’re not meant to be. Like they don’t need each other.

    The water stops at the same time his speaker dies, leaving Zanka in an almost opaque silence as he dries off.

    Zanka will have Jabber. Whether Jabber likes it or not.

     

    Or; Zanka needs Jabber. Jabber needs Zanka, even if he's acting like he doesn't. That's okay. He'll learn.

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    14 May 2026

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    “Chuuya?” he asked tiredly.

    “Mm?”

    “Are you still mad?”

    Chuuya shook his head, pressing his cheek into Dazai’s hair. “No,” he said. “I was. I’m not now.”

    Dazai nodded, eyes drifting shut. They stood there for a while longer, neither in a hurry to move. Chuuya’s hand traced slow, absentminded paths along Dazai’s back—grounding, familiar. Every so often, he pressed a kiss into his hair or the curve of his neck, like he was checking that Dazai was still there.

    He was.

    or: Dazai dissociates in the shower after a bad fight. Chuuya follows him in, apologizes, fucks him gently and not-so-gently, and then takes care of him until the night goes quiet again. Sex happens, but mostly this is about staying.

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    27 Jan 2026

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    “Aren’t you supposed to be a demon?” Jayce looks the decidedly humanoid figure up and down. The demon (if that is indeed what he is) arrows his eyes. The strange, seductive glamour around him wavers.

    “I am a demon. A tentacle demon, if we are going to be technical about it.”

    “It’s just… You don’t look like a tentacle demon.”

    “Oh, I am sorry, let me just—” The self-proclaimed tentacle demon rolls his eyes. In the next moment, his form seems to unfurl, and he unleashes his— well, his tentacles. His sclera darken to a deep, inky black, and his shadow fills the room. If the demon’s expression weren’t so deadpan, Jayce might have pissed himself in fear. As it is, the demon’s tentacles wiggle limply in a poor approximation of jazz hands, as if to say ‘ta-da!’

    Slow, horrible realization creeps over Jayce. He just microaggressed a demon. He's a monster. Worse, he’s… rude.

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    or, jayce is a graduate student down on his luck. viktor is a tentacle demon who feeds on lust. can i make it any more obvious?

    written and recorded for pod_together 2025

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