Ghastlyqueer



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    one shots which can be read as standalones.

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    It happens in an instant.

    Over Ilya’s shoulder, Shane sees the doctor and Wiebe give each other a look, and in a sudden bout of impatient anxiety, Shane ends up saying the words that come to ruin everything.

    “Don’t touch me.”

    The effect is instantaneous. Ilya’s hands fly to his sides, and Shane gets a front row seat as Ilya’s heart breaks before his very eyes. Eyes dimming and lips trembling in slow, painful technicolor.

    It causes Shane’s heart to break, too, and he vows, immediately, never to see such a look cross his husband’s face again.

    OR Shane embarks on a mission to heal his husband’s heart, one PDA at a time.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov, get loved.

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    02 May 2026

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    The best fic I think I've ever read. Thank you.

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    [a voice message sent May 10th, 1991, received by a Panasonic answering machine]

    David: Hey, Mom. The baby has been ejected.

    Yuna: David, no, that’s—no. Give me that. Hey, Mrs. Holl—

    David: She’s your mom too, you know—

    Yuna: —just letting you know that we have a baby! Seven pounds and seven ounces, ten fingers and ten toes. His name is Shane, and he’s excited to meet you… at some point. When we get out of the hospital. We love you, we hope to see you soon, and—

    David: —and bring peach cobbler when you visit!

    Yuna: … and bring peach cobbler when you visit. Bye.

    [Or, Shane is the best Mother's Day gift that Yuna could ever ask for. Literally. Told through a thirty-five-year-long series of letters, postcards, voice messages, and Yuna feeling so much love for her son(s) she could just burst.]

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    16 May 2026

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    05 May 2026

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    Tbr!

  5. Public Bookmark 63

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    After the prior evening, Harry would like to cease to exist immediately, thank you very much.
    But when has he ever had good luck in his life?
    Thus follows the conversation he had been trying to avoid. This couldn't possibly end in a good way, could it? After all, what would Harry's godfather know of Harry's..problem?

    Turns out, Harry was wrong in more ways than one.

    Basically, Harry has a long overdue conversation with his godfather about what he has been experiencing.

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    21 Aug 2025