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    My dreams, my dreams! by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    13 Jun 2026

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    "What are you thinking, Shane?" Ilya asked softly.

    "I still don't understand why you're doing this." Shane blurted, "You're going to get me a new job and give me things. Why?"

    Ilya's answer was immediate, "Because I want to." He said this with the complete and total arrogance of someone who, in general, always got what he wanted.

    OR

    College Student Shane x Bratva Ilya.

    Rape/Non-con tag is only there in reference to a past occurrence that never takes place in scene and certainly NEVER between Shane and Ilya. It does still impact certain characters' relationships with physical intimacy. Read responsibly and note that tags will be updated as I upload.

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    you will murder me by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    19 Jun 2026

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    All of Shane Hollander's focus is on keeping his head down and graduating from his sports medicine program. He's perfectly content to focus on his studies, happily neglecting parties or meeting girls. But when he's forced to go a club by his friend Hayden Pike, he meets an alluring stranger named Ilya. After their initial encounter, they begin hooking up in secret as Shane grapples with his sexuality.

    There's something strange about Ilya, though. He won't tell Shane where he works or what he does, threatening people seem to follow him around, and most of all, he's constantly plying Shane with expensive gifts. But it's probably nothing. After all, there's no organized crime in Montreal—right?

    OR: Bratva Ilya Rozanov AU!

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    Gay During That Goal, Too by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    14 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander accidentally comes out to his hockey team after years of hiding his sexuality behind carefully crafted personas and unfinished coming out speeches. As the Metros slowly begin icing him out on and off the ice, Shane spirals between rage, grief, and self-discovery—while Ilya refuses to let him forget exactly who he is.

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    All along the waterfall by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    26 Jun 2026

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    After a year with the Bears, Ilya felt like he had a solid rotation in place. Svetlana, when she was in town, a med-student named Kelly who had a sex swing installed in her apartment, Heather, who liked to play hard to get but also had a robust collection of toys.

    And then there was Shane. And Shane's daughter.

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    Private Meetings by

    Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    18 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander works at a coffee shop, plays hockey, keeps his head down, and doesn’t ask questions he doesn’t need the answers to.

    So when a new regular starts showing up—quiet, watchful, Russian-accented, and conducting invitation-only meetings in the back—Shane notices. When that same man takes an unsettling interest in Shane’s closing shifts, his routines, and his safety, Shane does what feels sensible: he adjusts his behavior and keeps his mouth shut.

    Ilya Rozanov orders an Americano. He reads, but only in Russian. He worries when people work late alone.

    They are operating with very different definitions of danger.

    If he didn’t ask questions, he couldn’t be lied to.

    The rules were simple.

    1. Do not ask questions you don’t need the answer to.
    2. Do not share personal information freely.
    3. Do not be alone with Ilya Rozanov.
    4. Do not give him a reason to think you’re afraid.

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