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  1. Public Bookmark 92

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    Because Mankira isn't nothing, she's not a weapon. She's history, she's survival, she's a soul. The piece of his soul that, through everything, through the gap people failed to bridge, got sharpened instead of shaved.

    Zanka talks to her like she's precious, like she's worth that shred of gentleness. And it…it feels a little like Zanka is talking to Jabber himself.

    Jabber doesn't know how to act.

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    Zanka incorporates Mankira into his morning routine. Jabber copes with the mortifying ordeal of being known.

    To be loved is to be seen.

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  2. Public Bookmark 25

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    A very pregnant Maomao is struggling with issues related to people helping her.

    Jinshi puts those thoughts to rest.

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    29 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 78

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    Even apothecaries have their proclivities to certain bad habits.

    Or: Maomao experiments with medicine on herself as a form of self-harm, and Jinshi puts a stop to it.

    *Set after LN 4 and season 2 of the anime, and written with knowledge up to LN 6.

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    28 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 60

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    There was a long, endless minute during the second course in which Maomao froze where she stood behind Gyokuyou, a look of concentration on her face that quickly morphed into rapture. Jinshi felt his blood run cold.

    He had long yearned to see such a look on her face. With a bitter twist in his stomach, more biting than any poison, he thought: I didn't mean like this.

    Or, after Maomao is poisoned, Jinshi faces some difficult truths.

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    28 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 66

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    Maomao sneaks out at night to find herbs, along the way she finds moonflowers.
    moonflowers are known to have medicinal properties, but if too much was consumed, it also has effects such as hallucinations and anxiety, but surely Maomao was capable of tolerating the effects.
    right?

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