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  1. 84

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    Shane Hollander doesn't know what he is. He knows what he wants. For a long time, he tells himself those are different things.

    Ilya Rozanov knows what he is. He can't control what he wants. For a long time, he tells himself those are the same thing.

    This is the story of two boys who handle it badly—from a junior tournament in Canada to the NHL draft to the moment a security camera at the end of a hallway changes everything

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    They exchange numbers at the very beginning. It makes them reckless.

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  2. 2

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    Micheal's disappearance wasn't intentional, but that didn't make it hurt any less. Not a call, not a text, no goodbye. But no sign of him returning either. Until there was a sign. All of a sudden, he's back and thinks he can pick up where the two of you left off? Would you even let him back in? (of course you would)

     

    Micheal, get the fuck off my porch man.

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  3. 65

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    “Death always follows me, killing the people dear to me.”

    “Lucky for you: I don’t die that easily.”

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    After the mission Chris had pulled him into, Leon was not doing fine. The ghosts of his past came back to haunt him more than before, and he could feel himself slipping. At least he had a mini-fridge waiting for him back at the hotel, something to drown it all out and forget the pain.

    But Chris was not letting it go. He kept pushing, kept demanding answers, kept trying to pull Leon back into reality when Leon wasn’t sure he wanted to be there.

    Why was everyone so persistent in trying to help him? Why was Chris so angry with him?

    Leon didn’t know. And for the first time, he wasn’t sure he wanted to find out.

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    Looking from the outside, Dean Winchester has a perfect home, a hard working husband, and a tidy domestic routine. It's peaceful and scheduled and not boring in the slightest.

    When bad news in boots shows up on their doorstep needing a place to stay, Dean's 'peaceful' married life quickly devolves into a minefield of dirty secrets that are anything but.

    Castiel Novak is everything Dean's not supposed to want - dangerous, tattooed, and fresh out of prison.

    Resistance isn't just futile; it's half the fun.

    How to keep a happy marital home? Step One: Don't let your husband's brother move in. Step Two: Don't get caught.

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    “Eddie,” Buck breathes, laughing humorlessly, his voice wet and thick. “If we sat here and-- and went through the list of things I want…” his hands gesture aimlessly. “We’d-- be here all night.”

    Eddie nods, catching Buck’s eyes again. “Maybe-- we start with mine, then.”

    The space between them feels charged with static, like the second before the thunder finally rumbles.

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    Eddie’s finally choosing to be better-- finally choosing joy. He just needs a push or two in the right direction, first.

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    Shane finds himself nodding, says “I know” before he can think further about it because Shane has never been good at reading people, and he wonders in that moment if Ilya is afflicted the same by this, the way they fuck.

    Afflicted by the questions that they never let out-

    How the fuck does it feel this fucking good?

    How does it feel this fucking good every time?

    Why is it you who does this to me?

    The worst one of all, Shane thinks, this is why I can’t stop doing it. It’s too fucking good.

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    Somewhere in 2014-16, one of the times they fuck that we didn't see in the montage.

    (Alternatively titled: Athletes having athletic sex, someones got to get a leg cramp at some point)

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    Alternative Relationship Reveals- All the different ways they didn't get found out

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  8. 96

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  9. 4

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    La nueva temporada empieza, Robert ya no está y Gavi actúa como si nada hubiera cambiado, lleno de sonrisas y entusiasmo. El problema es que todos en el vestuario parecen darse cuenta de la dolorosa verdad detrás de su fachada

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  10. 27

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    Dick Grayson is spiralling. He doesn't know why most of the time, but he is.
    At least his relationship with his little brother is getting better though, he visits a lot.
    And he only feels like he's rotting - like there are bugs, eating him from the inside - on the very bad days.
    It's not that bad, really, nothing anyone needs to know.
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    Dick Grayson does not deal well with his little brother's death.
    Luckily for him, he's aced "repressing memories 101".

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  11. 2

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    Scaramouche finds himself brought back to Snezhnaya for a trial after his desertion and failures in Sumeru.

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    “Can you just make people do anything?”

    Jax shrugs. “I dunno. Only used it once. Why, you volunteering?”

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  13. 1

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    On the Mary, Grace & Rocky reckon with a new reality and Simon has a conversation.

    Back on the SM-13, Simon faces the MPhage's effects on both his body and mind.

    And in the past, Simon and Grace reach a boiling point.

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  14. 83

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    “She said she wasn’t worried about us breaking up.”

    Oh. Well. That was pretty definitively a thing that people said about partners who were together romantically.

    “Say something,” Buck instructed.

    “What?”

    “Anything,” Buck said, his voice wavering on the word. Which was—it was weird, right? Why was Buck so shaken by a throwaway comment?

    Or maybe the better question was why wasn’t Eddie? If either of them was going to get freaked out by the assumption that he was dating a man, it would make more sense for it to be Eddie, who was straight, and not Buck, who had, in fact, already dated men.

    “Aren’t you going to be late for your shift?”

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    Buck and Eddie get shaken up by a comment from Theo’s social worker, and then by a magnitude 7 earthquake; it turns out, some disasters are better than others.

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    AU where one of Shane’s rookies comes out early on in his career. Organized in chronological order.

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    Harry does not like Draco Malfoy, not even one bit. Never did and never will. That is, until he finds himself married to him.

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  17. 11

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  18. 5

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    Vallnord is a magic university of a very high standing. It expects its students to act according to the morals of the polite society. If you wanted to, say, add some benefits to your friendship with a schoolmate that you like, you'd better plan that really, really carefully.

    And you better remember that even the best laid plans sometimes just go wrong.

    This story is illustrated. The pics are all linked though so you won't get your screen full of lewdness without warning.

    (October 2023 update: reuploaded the missing pics)

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  19. 37

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    Izuku Midoriya's entire life has been a series of unfortunate events, one after another. His lusterless existence shifts when he crosses paths with Katsuki Bakugou, a dangerously handsome, fiery man whose gaze penetrates his very core. Color filters into his gray world with just one glance from the most memorable pair of crimson eyes he's ever seen.

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  20. 6

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    They call him a king when he brings the rain, and a monster when he leaves husks in his wake. Bound by golden bangles and a binding contract that tastes of ash, the Golden-Winged King serves a mistress who harvests souls to fuel her throne. But when his path crosses the territory of the Lord of Rock, the masks begin to slip. A retelling of Xiao’s history, where the line between guardian and ghoul is written in the bitter taste of stolen memories.

    To summarize this story in a short sentence: "Thus I have really destroyed my enemies, for I have converted them unto my friends." A proverb attenuated to various wise rulers over the ages, then to Abraham Lincolin.

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